有谁能告诉我?
Saturday, February 19, 2011 | 9:10 PM | 0 hearts♥
This post is exactly what im feeling & thinking now. You may skip this post :)
Trial 1 for PMR is just around the corner. In 2 weeks time? Haven't ready yet.
& ii got a lot of things to do at the same time :/ sad case.
I dont know what's going on these few days.
Always wake up in the middle of night, & can't remember anything.
I'll be very nervous and asking myself:
"What day is today? What time already? Why Im still on bed?"
yet it is only 3 o'clock, & ii only slept for 3 hours.
Study mode is totally off. Why oh why?
Exam is so so soon, in just a blink of eye. I can't accept my result for sure.
I don't wanna touch books. I don't wanna do revision eventho ii stay up late every night.
I can't sleep before 11 pm. I just can't, even if i lay on bed, i'll roll here & there.
& i'll end up playing my computer or on iPod to online.
Since when ii started to scare about loud thunders & the sound of the strong wind?
Last night was absolutely a nightmare for me. ii don't even dare to open my eyes.
All ii had wished for is my boii :( but ii forced myself to sleep, if not i'll fall asleep in school.
I guess ii dropped my weight again? Or looked pale? :/ sad to the max please...
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Dear Mr. K,
I'm so sorry i didn't take care myself :(
But i dont mean it, kay? Hope ya dont mind D:
Boyfie, do you hear me? I miss you. It has been months we didn't meet.
Thanks for walking into my life & become part of my life. ♥
Distance relationship ain't easy, but we chose it & accept it.
As you said, "True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends"
I'll try as hard as i can to maintain this relationship. ♥ i promise.
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Because you live and breathe;
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help.